Alone... Again

Yesterday, a colleague asked me: Do you have girl friend?

I don't know...( to me, this question is equal to "boy friend")

Am I still partnered?

If so, why I feel so lonely... Why I don't feel like being "cherished" or "wanted"? Why I don't miss him? And I don't care... I used to have passion for him, but since I didn't feel equally "loved" so the temperature keeps falling... Now, to me, we are just friends...

-so, I'm alone, again

Today, after work, I walked on the street alone. Don't really want to go home early, but don't want to alone on the street. I went to Eslite to look for the latest DVDs, but it didn't take long. I walked along the road...thinking about calling anyone..., but I still gave up coz somehow, part of myself wanted to be alone.

Listening to my antique Chinese pop, one song caught my attention when I almost got home, "我想我會一直孤單( I think I'll be alone all my life)"...

Lol, now it maybe true.

G.



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