....some things, now

"it" is like my compositions, no surprise, no passion, no interesting plots, no everything like it should have...only waiting for a proper timing to place a period.

I even missed D sometimes.

D was one of my best friends and my mistake. Though it's a mistake, it brought me almost everything that I do not have now. I guess thats why i miss D sometimes. It's a mistake I never regretted to made.

So, what I am doing now? Nothing, really. Like a prisoner waiting to be executed..., i do not expect anything. Simply wait to complete my contract, move back, and be a good son. I don't expect anything. I had fight with a best friend, and a "silent" fight B. I don't let people tag me, post things on my wall or reply anything in my Facebook.

Somehow, I close my door.

And I come back here to express my feeling... Coz I know there are far less audience here. (lol).

Then i know, the black fish me emerged...

The black fish is not bad; it's just more selfish and cool, to protect and hide the fragile heart. You won't see it cry because it swims in tear. And you won't hear it scream because it has no vocal cord...


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