Longing for another romance?

Maybe...

Recently, I am reading the book, NEW MOON(Stephenie Meyer). I bought it from a second hand book shop in Brisbane last Wednesday. Originally, I want to buy "TWILIGHT" because I saw the movie before. I usually watch the movie first and check the book later because if you check the movies first, you will find more fun in the books. Most of my friends complain about HP movies because they read the books first and found many differences between the two. Therefore, I originally want to buy "TWILIGHT" first to find more interesting thing from the book. However, all the "TWILIGHT" were sold out. I only found "NEW MOON" and "ECLIPSE".


Anyway, I bought "NEW MOON" instead. I guess I will buy "TWILIGHT" when I saw it in any 2nd hand book shops. I found it really stunning and attractive, not only because it's a non-typical Vampire theme story but also the conflicting love. I'm not sure if that's because I saw the movie first and I can develop the whole story of NEW MOON based on the movie of TWILIGHT. Bella is pretty but Edward is really looking SMART. While I am reading the lines in NEW MOON, I can imagine how they act in the yet released movie. I really LOVE it!!


Amazingly, I was with same pleasure when Bella was kissed, and was tearful when I found Edward is leaving Bella because of great love... Gosh, what's wrong with me? I wasn't that sentimental. Now, I'm like a chick, happy when they're making up and tearful when they're breaking up. I think I'm longing for a romance, a romance that is unique, difficult, and passionate. I hope I were Bella, dating with a Vampire, or having an unusual romance. I'm really addicted. I guess I really need a romance to fill up some part of my missing life.

I used to have a crazy and passionate love, but not any more. Now, I can only envy others. Am I ready for another romance? I'm longing for one, but I'm really not sure if I'm ready. For all my life, my first lover took me 7 years. I'm not sure if I can walk thru the shadow, really.

I'm in a exotic country now. I think I will try to open my mind, but I don't think I can get any chance from the strawberry farm(XD). Anyway, that's my goal this year here in OZ. Start a new life and my 2nd lover. Oh, and hopefully, I can see the movie, NEW MOONN, here with that someone special this year(NEW MOON movie will be released by 20th of NOV, 2009). Well, hope so.