Really, I'm getting nervous!
Generally, I'm not nervous kind of guy. My last long-time leaving is around 3 months. This time, a year. Gosh! I know I will miss everything here in Taiwan, my clothes, my Mac, my friends, my little devils(nieces and nephews), and my family, though Mars seems to be only missing my PSP...=_=.
I don't know why. It's always so difficult to tell my family I love them so much. Is it because we are traditional Chinese(or Taiwanese, political correct)? I know my family loves each other, but it's just so hard to express orally. Even to my Ex, I have problem to express this kind of things in Chinese. It's more comfortable for me to express real feelings in english or in other languages. Is it because in those Hollywood films or soap operas, they say these thing so easily in English? When watching "Brothers & Sisters", I so love it! It's like my family is the Taiwanese version with very few L-words. We brothers do fight(orally, never physically) but we do support each other, too. And I know my mom and dad sometimes(or a bit more often than "sometimes") complain us with us except the topic guy, but we all know they love us.
I know I letted them down when they found out my identity, but my dad did not force me to change anything. Though I am a bit sad that they never talk about this any more after my dad's pretty long "supporting languages", I know they've already done their best. All I want to do is not letting them down again and not letting them to worry about me(but can't, I guess. My parents are like Nora in "Bros&Sis"). My Bros and sis in law are also support me in a very pleasant way. They treated us like normal couples. Let me and my Ex take their kids around(though I guess they think it's much better than taking care of kids on their own during the valuable weekends.). I really appreciate their unconditional love to me. ;-) (However, sometimes kids can't really keep secrets for their uncle.) We are just like the Walkers in Bros&Sis. We like to do things together in the family, only less fighting.
Well, I will definitely miss my family when I am in OZ. And I don't know what my life will be, but I know my family will always be here for me. Thanks all!! I'm glad to be one in the family.
Gabe
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